Today is the the tenth day I’m looking for a job. There seems no progress. I have taken interviews in three companies, but no one is suitable for me. I hope that I will work in a foreign trade corporation or a freight forwarding one because my major is international business and I have taken part in several competition of freight forwarding. Now, I am not quite sure whether my ability of English can help me be competent for this kind of job. During the interviews, I was asked to do some self introduction in English and I get stuck. I think, anyway, I should try to improve my English though there might be a tough way to go through. I envy those who have strong advantage in English and those who have the chance to study abroad. I wonder how I can improve my English without an English environment where everybody speaking Chinese. Tomorrow I will go for another company, I don’t know what kind of challenge or difficulties I’m gonna face. Anyway, I mustn’t lose confidence. I hope God will help me in my future working and studying.